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Name: ben
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Birthday: 12/28/1984
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Friday, January 02, 2009

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I haven't written publicly in quite a while.  Toast to the new year!

I am trying to get back to my roots.  Discovering what defines me as an individual will be my goal this year.  Who am I?  It's easy to let life pass by without really stopping to make the tough decisions... when even tougher decisions are on the horizon.  What your life is versus what you want your life to be. The fundamental internal back and forth and at my age, it is rearing it's giant ugly head.

Life stops.  Heart Speaks.
The less traveled path.  The path of least resistance.
Point of no return.  Life stops. 
Others lives begin.  Settling down.
Happiness?  Which did I choose?  No choices.

Mindless.


Tuesday, February 19, 2008



Tuesday, September 12, 2006

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Friday, May 26, 2006

hot hot heat- middle of no where.

 

Good song.

Maybe a generic entry... today?

ARE test was .... I dont know... the curve will help i think

Heyman Oo... I hope u are having fun in eurasia.

sometimes, I miss my mom.

 

and and

 

I hope that all is well for all.

 

I need a job.

 

oh

 

yeah


Monday, May 15, 2006

feeling the sorrows of others creates a heavy heart. 

I know things change

I know some things don't change

call me if you need me.

 

I've been a weird kid lately.

need to prioritize a little better.

 



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